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Jackie  

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  • Deviant since Sep 19, 2006, 7:43 AM
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Forgiving you...finallyI have been restrained by this emotional roller coaster. 7 years after your death and I still remember everything that happened. I miss and love you and still wish you were here with us. Sadly I still believe things would have been better if you wouldn’t have killed yourself.  
 
 I never will forget the night the paramedics had to take you to the hospital. I wanted to get downstairs to see you and see that you were okay. Jenny and Rick wouldn’t let me downstairs to see you no matter how much I fought them. I sat upstairs screaming, crying and fighting to get to you. When the cop walked up the stairs I was so scared t Forgiving you...finally
in Biographies on 11/28/07
Un-Titled2Every day I think about you and wonder if you’re proud of me and if you would like the person I have become. I know I have done some stupid things and will continue to do stupid things. I can remember fighting to put R.I.P. on your tomb stone. I remember wanting to live at the cemetery at your grave just so I never had to let you go because I thought if I walked away I would loose you forever and I wasn’t ready to let you go yet, Im never going to be ready to let you go. I keep feeling like I should have been able to stop you but everyone keeps telling me I couldn’t have done anything. I just keep thinking I was just a 9-year-old caught up in Un-Titled2
in General Non-Fiction on 1/10/07
Un-TitledVery bored and thinking of you. Wondering once again why you did what you did. Wishing I could turn back time but knowing its impossible and it wouldn’t do any good any way. I honestly don’t think you thought your plan all the way through. I really do hope that as you pulled the trigger you heard the last words I said to you ‘ I love you.’ I would hate to think that you died with out hearing it for the last time. I really do love and miss you. That’s why it hurts to much. I sometimes wish I could see you just one more time just so you could answer my questions. This summer for the first time since you died I went into shock. I couldn’t believ Un-Titled
in General Non-Fiction on 1/10/07
I RememberYou took my life and flipped it upside down. You took me on a never ending emotional roller coaster.  
 
 I can still remember the night you were brought to the hospital. The yelling, the cops and the ambulance. I remember you sitting in the dinning room saying “I’m gonna die, I’m gonna die. You just kept repeating it. I wanted to yell ‘Shut up, no you aren’t!’ Little did I know at the time that you wanted to die and that was the whole point of you locking your self in your room that day.  
    I still remember you moving in and out of the house and how when you were gone mom would find alcohol hidden around I Remember
in General Non-Fiction on 1/10/07
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~ElvenSheepStock:iconElvenSheepStock: Aug 21, 2007, 7:42:28 PM
thanks for the watch!! :glomp:

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=theElvenSheep:icontheElvenSheep: Apr 5, 2007, 7:13:51 PM
thanks for the fav!! :hug:

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~elegantenchantment:iconelegantenchantment: Jan 21, 2007, 6:25:04 AM
Thank you for the favourite!
=Mario162:iconMario162: Jan 20, 2007, 7:46:14 PM
hey thanks for the add!!
I see you know Theresa and Kaitlin :)

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Qui l'inverno non ha paura...io senza di te un po' ne ho
Qui la rabbia è senza misura...io senza di te...non lo so!
E la notte balla da sola...senza di te non ballerò
Capitano abbatti le mura...che da solo non cela farò
=Mario162:iconMario162: Jan 20, 2007, 7:37:05 PM
hey thanks for the favs! :)

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Qui l'inverno non ha paura...io senza di te un po' ne ho
Qui la rabbia è senza misura...io senza di te...non lo so!
E la notte balla da sola...senza di te non ballerò
Capitano abbatti le mura...che da solo non cela farò
~icedragon369:iconicedragon369: Jan 13, 2007, 5:23:55 PM
thanks for the watch :D

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=RebeccaRose:iconRebeccaRose: Jan 8, 2007, 11:10:57 AM
You wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...

Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..

1-3 ~ you're a bad friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend

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~NoMoreRedTears:iconNoMoreRedTears: Oct 31, 2006, 11:35:35 AM
fuck fuck fuck, mother mother fuck, mother mother fuck fuck, mother fuck, mother fuck, noich noich noich, 1 2, 1 2 3 4, noich noich noich, shmokin weed, shmokin weed, doing coke, drinking beers, drinking beers beers beers, rolling fatties, smokin blunts, who smokes the blunts, we smoke the blunts, rollin blunts and smoking em...and so on and so forth SNOOGANS

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THESE DAMN GHOSTS HAVE HAD THEIR BALLS ON MY HEAD FOR THE PAST SIX AND A HALF WEEKS!!!
=theElvenSheep:icontheElvenSheep: Oct 16, 2006, 9:57:25 AM
JACKIE!!!!!!!!!! :hug: i hug way too many people...o well...

YAY FOR JACKIE-NESS!!!!!!!!!
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