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Forgiving you...finallyI have been restrained by this emotional roller coaster. 7 years after your death and I still remember everything that happened. I miss and love you and still wish you were here with us. Sadly I still believe things would have been better if you wouldn’t have killed yourself.Forgiving you...finally
I never will forget the night the paramedics had to take you to the hospital. I wanted to get downstairs to see you and see that you were okay. Jenny and Rick wouldn’t let me downstairs to see you no matter how much I fought them. I sat upstairs screaming, crying and fighting to get to you. When the cop walked up the stairs I was so scared t
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Un-Titled2Every day I think about you and wonder if you’re proud of me and if you would like the person I have become. I know I have done some stupid things and will continue to do stupid things. I can remember fighting to put R.I.P. on your tomb stone. I remember wanting to live at the cemetery at your grave just so I never had to let you go because I thought if I walked away I would loose you forever and I wasn’t ready to let you go yet, Im never going to be ready to let you go. I keep feeling like I should have been able to stop you but everyone keeps telling me I couldn’t have done anything. I just keep thinking I was just a 9-year-old caught up inUn-Titled2
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Un-TitledVery bored and thinking of you. Wondering once again why you did what you did. Wishing I could turn back time but knowing its impossible and it wouldn’t do any good any way. I honestly don’t think you thought your plan all the way through. I really do hope that as you pulled the trigger you heard the last words I said to you ‘ I love you.’ I would hate to think that you died with out hearing it for the last time. I really do love and miss you. That’s why it hurts to much. I sometimes wish I could see you just one more time just so you could answer my questions. This summer for the first time since you died I went into shock. I couldn’t believUn-Titled
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I RememberYou took my life and flipped it upside down. You took me on a never ending emotional roller coaster.I Remember
I can still remember the night you were brought to the hospital. The yelling, the cops and the ambulance. I remember you sitting in the dinning room saying “I’m gonna die, I’m gonna die. You just kept repeating it. I wanted to yell ‘Shut up, no you aren’t!’ Little did I know at the time that you wanted to die and that was the whole point of you locking your self in your room that day.
I still remember you moving in and out of the house and how when you were gone mom would find alcohol hidden around
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